February 2021 Haul #6 ColourPop, Ulta and Sephora

Hey doll hey!! How have you been? Great I hope. I’m definitely on the mend. I still get a bit dizzy and a bit groggy but I’m able to stay awake the whole day so that’s good. My RFI treatment has worn off and so my lower back is on fire with pain. I get…

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February 2021 Haul #5 ColourPop

Hey doll hey! How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. I’m starting to feel better. The Ativan is a strong medicine and has taken me a little bit to adjust. I’m not randomly falling asleep anymore or slurring my words and my eye sight isn’t as foggy anymore. I still have days were I do…

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February 2021 Haul #4 ColourPop

Hey doll hey! How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. I’m doing OK today. Pain level is 5, plenty of energy and my panic attacks are done. The new med makes me a it sleepy so I end up taking 3 or 4 naps throughout the day, this should change once my body adjusts to…

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My New Normal

Hey doll hey! How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. I’m felling heaps better today. I’m having a normal pain day (my normal level is a 5) and my energy is ok today. The best part is there is no more panic or anxiety right now. Thank Goodness! My psychiatrist put me on Ativan and…

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February 2021 Haul #3 ColourPop

Hey doll hey! How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. I’m doing alright today. I’m still having anxiety attacks and am glad tomorrow I will be able to start the new medication to help but for once last night I did not have a panic attack. It feels odd to be in a constant state…

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Paralyzing Fear

Hey doll hey. How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. I’m not doing too good today. I’ve been having loads of panic attacks since Wednesday and have been in a constant state of anxiety. Because of this I haven’t really been wanting to go into my makeup room. The panic that I’ve been in has…

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A Taste of Home

Hey doll hey!!! How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. My anxiety is still going and my hands are to shaky to do my makeup for today so I decided to take a break but then I got thinking about my Abuelita (may she rest in peace) and that got me thinking about the time…

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Soft and Smokey Eyed Face of the Day

Hey doll hey!! How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. I’m doing ok today. Last night I had a really bad panic attack and didn’t sleep well but I’m feeling better today. I had a doctor’s appointment today so I just did a simple makeup look. For today I used the BH Cosmetics Beautiful in…

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Soft Red Valentine’s Day Look #4 Face of the Day

Hey doll hey!!! How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. I had to take a break again. My RA was acting up something awful, I couldn’t walk, couldn’t sit up and couldn’t even bake… this past week was hell. However, I am feeling better today… moderate pain level and plenty of energy so I got…

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February 2021 Haul#2 BH Cosmetics

Hey doll hey!! How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. I’m still in a heap of pain… the RA is really bothering me today so once again no Face of the Day … however I did receive my BH Cosmetics order that I placed on 1/30/21. It’s the purchase that was prompted by my first…

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