It’s been awhile since I last blogged. Honestly I have been going through a very rough patch with my depression. This week marked the 4 year anniversary of my best friend’s suicide, something I do not feel I will ever be able to heal from and something that I will blog about sometime (if I’m…
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Grey Skies and Rainy Times
Today I find myself feeling fustrated. It’s been a little over 2 years that I have relapsed… 2 years. I really can’t even remember what it was like to have my own money, to be able to just hop in the car and head out for a little retail theropy. I know that sound shallow,…
Read MoreA Strength Not Even Teflon Can Claim
This post actually reminded me just how strong I am on the inside. I wrote it on a day when all I wanted was to crumble, to give in… but I got through it. This post  also reminded me what I wanted to accomplish with this blog…. it reminded me that there is always tomorrow…
Read MoreAnd the Dish Ran Away With the Spoon
* Previously published on my tumbler account. * This disease is so heart breaking, to be ill for the rest of my life makes me so angry, so hopeless. Try to imagine being in pain everyday… having no energy… having to choose wisely what you do, knowing that whatever you chose will define the course…
Read MoreCaptin’s Log … Star Date: Ummm
I’ve been having a rough time since starting my blog. I have had severe cluster headaches, loss of feeling in my hands and feet, and well all that entails with being a fibromyalgia suffer. I have been looking through my posts  from my tumbler account and came across a few of my posts that sum…
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