Paralyzing Fear

Hey doll hey. How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. I’m not doing too good today. I’ve been having loads of panic attacks since Wednesday and have been in a constant state of anxiety. Because of this I haven’t really been wanting to go into my makeup room. The panic that I’ve been in has…

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Life Update and Candle Haul

Hey doll hey! How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. I’ve been having a really bad time with my Fibromyalgia. I had to have a stomach biopsy a few weeks ago and had to stop talking all of my meds for a week. Naturally this put me into a flare but the bad thing is…

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Why No Makeup This Week

Hey doll hey! How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. I’ve been mostly quite this week. I’m sorry for that. I’ve been having a really bad time with my Fibromyalgia and my Depression this week. I got into a deep pit this past week that was scary. I didn’t get out of bed for 3…

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Really Bad Fibro Day

Hey doll hey. How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. I’m having a hard time with my Fibromyalgia the past few days. My wrists and ankles are swollen and sore. My hips feel like the bones are grinding together. My muscles feel like I have been running sprints all day. I have energy but because…

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No Face of the Day Today Because ….

**** I am writing this at 4 pm on Tuesday since I will be unable to sit up after my surgery, I wanted to make sure that you knew about the procedure and the reason there will not be a face of the day post on Thursday. ****   Good morning beauties. I will not…

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The Snow Globe Effect

The next few post will be hard for me to speak about… I only just started to acknowledge the fact that I have mental issues … now I am wanting to add a public acknowledgement of this. So lets talk about what it’s like to be a clinical depression suffer. Clinical Depression? What is that?…

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A Million Elephants On My Back

It’s time I addressed the elephants on my back …. depression hurts more than you think

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Face of the Day

Hey doll. Hope your day was smooth, pain free (errr… as close to pain free as any spoonie can have) and that you had plenty of spoons to make it through the day. I have been taking a new dose of my depression medication and it seems to be working for me .  I  have…

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I’ve Had Up’s and Down’s ; But …

Why hello there doll!!! Sorry I’ve been away so long. It’s been one hell after another since we last talked. I’ve been to see my rheumaatologist who took me off my muscle relaxers because he says he feels as though they are pointless as they do not help with fibromyalgia. I spent almost 3 weeks in such…

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Finally I See the Darn Bread Crumbs

  It’s been so long since my last blog post … do I even remember how to blog anymore? There was so much I wanted to accomplish with this blog and yet I seemed to have just drifted away from it. In the time I was away I lost my medical insurance, chopped my hair…

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