My New Normal

Hey doll hey! How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. I’m felling heaps better today. I’m having a normal pain day (my normal level is a 5) and my energy is ok today. The best part is there is no more panic or anxiety right now. Thank Goodness! My psychiatrist put me on Ativan and…

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Paralyzing Fear

Hey doll hey. How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. I’m not doing too good today. I’ve been having loads of panic attacks since Wednesday and have been in a constant state of anxiety. Because of this I haven’t really been wanting to go into my makeup room. The panic that I’ve been in has…

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How I Handled My Depressive Episode

Hey doll hey!! How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. So I’ve told you that I disappeared for a few months whilst I was battling a really deep episode with my depression. I took time off from makeup, there were days I just couldn’t even get myself in the shower… all I would do is…

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Why No Makeup This Week

Hey doll hey! How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. I’ve been mostly quite this week. I’m sorry for that. I’ve been having a really bad time with my Fibromyalgia and my Depression this week. I got into a deep pit this past week that was scary. I didn’t get out of bed for 3…

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Why I Say Save a Spoon For a Bit of Lipstick

Hey doll hey!!! How’s your day/night going?? Great I hope. I have a lot of people ask me why I always say “Save a spoon for a bit of lipstick”. The reason I say this is that as a spoonie over the years I hadn’t always left spoons for self care. I would spend all…

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The Snow Globe Effect

The next few post will be hard for me to speak about… I only just started to acknowledge the fact that I have mental issues … now I am wanting to add a public acknowledgement of this. So lets talk about what it’s like to be a clinical depression suffer. Clinical Depression? What is that?…

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