The Snow Globe Effect

The next few post will be hard for me to speak about… I only just started to acknowledge the fact that I have mental issues … now I am wanting to add a public acknowledgement of this. So lets talk about what it’s like to be a clinical depression suffer. Clinical Depression? What is that?…

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A Million Elephants On My Back

It’s time I addressed the elephants on my back …. depression hurts more than you think

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Fibro Flares and No More Bad Hair

Hey doll hey!!!! Sorry been away so long. It’s been a hell of a ride these past months.  I’ve had a super bad fibro flair ( for all my non spoonies out there a fibro flair is when our symptoms act up so bad that we end up having to rest  until the pain and…

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Face of the Day

Hey doll. Hope your day was smooth, pain free (errr… as close to pain free as any spoonie can have) and that you had plenty of spoons to make it through the day. I have been taking a new dose of my depression medication and it seems to be working for me .  I  have…

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I’ve Had Up’s and Down’s ; But …

Why hello there doll!!! Sorry I’ve been away so long. It’s been one hell after another since we last talked. I’ve been to see my rheumaatologist who took me off my muscle relaxers because he says he feels as though they are pointless as they do not help with fibromyalgia. I spent almost 3 weeks in such…

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Finally I See the Darn Bread Crumbs

  It’s been so long since my last blog post … do I even remember how to blog anymore? There was so much I wanted to accomplish with this blog and yet I seemed to have just drifted away from it. In the time I was away I lost my medical insurance, chopped my hair…

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The Bright Side of the Rainbow

Sorry to have been away so long. I was dealing with a huge bout of anxiety and depression. I am not 100% yet, but I’m trying. Today I fully expetcted to wake up feeling heaps of pain and fatigue since I accomplished so much yesterday. Yesterday I was able to to get out of bed,…

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To Push the Clouds Away

It’s been awhile since I last blogged. Honestly I have been going through a very rough patch with my depression. This week marked the 4 year anniversary of my best friend’s suicide, something I do not feel I will ever be able to heal from and something that I will blog about sometime (if I’m…

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Grey Skies and Rainy Times

Today I find myself feeling fustrated. It’s been a little over 2 years that I have relapsed… 2 years. I really can’t even remember what it was like to have my own money, to be able to just hop in the car and head out for a little retail theropy. I know that sound shallow,…

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A Strength Not Even Teflon Can Claim

This post actually reminded me just how strong I am on the inside. I wrote it on a day when all I wanted was to crumble, to give in… but I got through it. This post  also reminded me what I wanted to accomplish with this blog…. it reminded me that there is always tomorrow…

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