My New Normal

Hey doll hey! How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. I’m felling heaps better today. I’m having a normal pain day (my normal level is a 5) and my energy is ok today. The best part is there is no more panic or anxiety right now. Thank Goodness! My psychiatrist put me on Ativan and…

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How I Handled My Depressive Episode

Hey doll hey!! How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. So I’ve told you that I disappeared for a few months whilst I was battling a really deep episode with my depression. I took time off from makeup, there were days I just couldn’t even get myself in the shower… all I would do is…

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Why I Say Save a Spoon For a Bit of Lipstick

Hey doll hey!!! How’s your day/night going?? Great I hope. I have a lot of people ask me why I always say “Save a spoon for a bit of lipstick”. The reason I say this is that as a spoonie over the years I hadn’t always left spoons for self care. I would spend all…

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My Skin Care Routine

Hello beautiful! As promised here is my skin care routine. With depression I have let my skin care fall to the way side and my skin suffered horribly because of it. It has taken a lot of tlc to get my skin happy again… tons of face masks, homemade avocado face treatments, steam treatments, and…

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The Snow Globe Effect

The next few post will be hard for me to speak about… I only just started to acknowledge the fact that I have mental issues … now I am wanting to add a public acknowledgement of this. So lets talk about what it’s like to be a clinical depression suffer. Clinical Depression? What is that?…

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I’ve Had Up’s and Down’s ; But …

Why hello there doll!!! Sorry I’ve been away so long. It’s been one hell after another since we last talked. I’ve been to see my rheumaatologist who took me off my muscle relaxers because he says he feels as though they are pointless as they do not help with fibromyalgia. I spent almost 3 weeks in such…

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Grey Skies and Rainy Times

Today I find myself feeling fustrated. It’s been a little over 2 years that I have relapsed… 2 years. I really can’t even remember what it was like to have my own money, to be able to just hop in the car and head out for a little retail theropy. I know that sound shallow,…

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A Strength Not Even Teflon Can Claim

This post actually reminded me just how strong I am on the inside. I wrote it on a day when all I wanted was to crumble, to give in… but I got through it. This post  also reminded me what I wanted to accomplish with this blog…. it reminded me that there is always tomorrow…

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Captin’s Log … Star Date: Ummm

I’ve been having a rough time since starting my blog. I have had severe cluster headaches, loss of feeling in my hands and feet, and well all that entails with being a fibromyalgia suffer. I have been looking through my posts  from my tumbler account and came across a few of my posts that sum…

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