My New Normal

Hey doll hey! How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. I’m felling heaps better today. I’m having a normal pain day (my normal level is a 5) and my energy is ok today. The best part is there is no more panic or anxiety right now. Thank Goodness! My psychiatrist put me on Ativan and…

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Paralyzing Fear

Hey doll hey. How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. I’m not doing too good today. I’ve been having loads of panic attacks since Wednesday and have been in a constant state of anxiety. Because of this I haven’t really been wanting to go into my makeup room. The panic that I’ve been in has…

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A Taste of Home

Hey doll hey!!! How’s your day/night going? Great I hope. My anxiety is still going and my hands are to shaky to do my makeup for today so I decided to take a break but then I got thinking about my Abuelita (may she rest in peace) and that got me thinking about the time…

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The Snow Globe Effect

The next few post will be hard for me to speak about… I only just started to acknowledge the fact that I have mental issues … now I am wanting to add a public acknowledgement of this. So lets talk about what it’s like to be a clinical depression suffer. Clinical Depression? What is that?…

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A Million Elephants On My Back

It’s time I addressed the elephants on my back …. depression hurts more than you think

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